I seem to be reconnecting more to nature and the earth by walking in barefoot type shoes and beeing outside in nature. I notice the sky and plants and animals a lot. My consciousnes is changing. It is slowing down. More calmnes. A very big compassion and togetherness comes towards animals and nature.But I also feel more pain from the humans... I am noticing more how disconnected the human world is. I feel I get more energy from reconnecting to the earth. I need less sleep and less food. I have more energy in the body. Where does it come from?I want to help the human world. I like to walk in town with my dog sometimes in our slow way. I see how it affects all that we meet. But human society is sick... I cannot have a normal job...it becomes unnatural for me. The way they want me to be. I am a contrast to society. It worries me sometimes. How can I better be valuable to this human society..? They dont seem to see or value my qualities...Thanks for your service


[if gte mso 9]> endif] <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 16.5pt"><span lang="EN-US" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:Rokkitt; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"; color:#777777;mso-ansi-language:EN-US'>Please continue your training and bring forth great courage and strength so that you can purify the pain in society. </span><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:Rokkitt;mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman";color:#777777'>This is what is most needed nowadays.</span></p> [if gte mso 9 Normal 0 21 false false false DE JA X-NONE endif][if gte mso 9 endif][if gte mso 10 <![endif]<p>